Hard to find?

Inspiration is hard to find. I've been so crazy lately with finding myself, find what I want to do. I feel like there's nothing else to do than watch the cast of xmen interviews and american horror story. I am trying to get back into creating things. Drawing, music, writing..heck, i dont even bother writing in my diary. I started reading the book Into Thin Air by Jon Krakauer the other day its a very thrilling book which got me into drawing again. I have not had the right mood lately, being very confused with my mind. I am going to Beijing on Sunday which has got me excited to finally DO something. Walk around, go on tours, buy things and best of all try to get the inspiration again.Games and school have taken over me and has got me thinking am I happy about what I've been doing? Wasting precious time?!?!?!?! Yes, i have. I'm most filled with happiness when i'm creating. Not playing nor doing.